Diet, Tired, Wired

Frankly I am seriously tired of having to watch my food all the time. And not losing weight I think that its due to STRESS and SLEEPLESSNESS that my diet fails.
So it AINT ME .. Its everything around me that is causing me to not lose weight.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.......
I am really a thin skinny thing in my mind. And I just wish that person would come out instead of the GOONDU I am.
SIGH SIGH SIGH
If someone wants a voluteer for EXTREME BODY makeover ... and also provides me with a caretaker for the kids during recovery period .. I wouldnt say no...
I wish I was thin .. . SERIOUSLY!!!!